tell me that you'll open your eyes....

please.

please tell me that someday you will see. that you will be open enough to look inside yourself.

and I wish for you...I dream for you. Not neccesarily of you.

I am so sad at all the parting. I have never known heartbreak like this, and I have known heartbreak. But to be separated from so many at once...it really isn't fair.

This. This isn't fair. I'm royally pissed off.

Maybe I'm making a terrible mistake.

Maybe I already have.

Maybe it really was you.

And maybe this is perfect. Maybe its supposed to be goodbye...that it has to be. Maybe its never going to be the same but maybe thats perfect.

Maybe I should stop looking for perfection.


I had a complete breakdown today. Okay two. The first was immediately upon waking. The second took a total of two seconds. From start to scream. It was hilarious in an awful sort of way.

Choices choices choices.

Can'tdecidenevercouldmust.

Heavens to betsy. This better get easier.