cuz today was already awesome...

My day just went from being pretty terrible to downright horrible. I can't handle all this right now - I am feeling attacked from every angle, and like I don't have anybody on my side.

I believe a straw really can break a camel's back. And an anvil was just dropped on me, when I was already overly weighed down.

I need a break from this. I need somebody to help me...I'm tired of feeling like nobody even notices that I might need a shoulder to lean on. I'm tired of being the strong one, or the planner, or the one who has her shit together. I don't, ok? You're continually saying that doesn't make it true, it just puts more pressure on me. I'm tired of you laughing and saying that I take care of everything, because it literally kills me when I can't. And I think it just voids you of responsibility in anything.

Oh, the collective you. As I rant at the world. As I rant at myself. As I rant at life.

Oh, to be home again. To feel at home again.

They say that home is where the heart is

I guess I haven't found my home

And we keep driving 'round in circles

Afraid to call this place our own.

And are we there yet?

They say there's linings made of silver

Folded inside each raining cloud

Well, we need someone to deliver

Our silver lining now

And are we there yet?

And are we there yet?

And are we there yet, home, home, home?

They say you're really not somebody

Until somebody else loves you

Well, I am waiting to make somebody, somebody..soon

And are we there yet?

And are we there yet?

And are we there yet, home, home, home?

And it won't be too much

Cuz this is too much

Cuz this is too much for me to hold

This is too much for me to hold

And are we there yet?

And are we there yet?

And are we there yet, home, home, home?